30th September 2007

My eyes felt like swelling since yesterday..argument...not a good thing...dun talk to me so harsh anymore le...i hold myself back that time d...i guess it's the same that u held back today went im in the train talking bout the asshole who pushed my mum..

Anyway,wanna say sorry and apologies for scolding u n talking loudly or harshly to u...felt bad...many times i wan voice this out in front of u but at the moment i want spill out,seems like something holding me back...then i swallowed back those words...

i love u dearly...dun say u dun feel anymore or i dun love u at all...cuz i really do love u and when u say no,it's...i dunno how to describe the feeling...since u said it loud and clear and so assuring...it's like u overpowered me with ur saying...and im voodoo-ed to "i dun love my hubby~~..."

hubby un le and say wont call so frequent...thanks ya hubby...in those situation,i also dun know wat to do...im 50-50..i love u hubby...i want talk to u long long too de...sometimes i miss u reli much...but at the situation,i hav to hold on a while first...and say,it's ok...later i'll call him..n probably i'll end up messaging hubs!!

darling,i promise i'll love u more n more k?!?!muaksz!!sayang...

And whatever happened today,hubby must carefully choose friend kay?!there's one bad example d..caused much grieve and sadness to us...sort of late that u realized it now...since it was serious...but,we got thru it rite?!what shud i do if she call me in uni?!walk away?!is that wat i shud do?or walk up to her n face it like a girl...wanted to say woman...hehe!!!

Xiang is ur good friend...i can see...n i have no complications or whatsoever...cuz i can feel he's good...u muz trust me new sense ler...sense of evaluating whether a friend is good or opposite...u muz treasure him k?!i let this one of from u...i wanted to confront her n talk it out to her if i meet her...but u refused...n...i accept it since...it's real bad....but xiang different....treasure k?!i wished i'll hav such a friend one day later...seems like THE ONE haven't appeared yet....

i used to hav...in primary till sec 1 or 2 like tat...she a chinese malay...khairunnisa...i call her khai!!she's also my sis godsis..hehe!!we were so closed...but after that...i mixed with another group of fren...since we moved to different class...n our friendship got further n further...one thing which i regret...then i got close to yoon shin...but that lasted only till...i leave MGS...hehe!!but we're still frens now ler...i wish i have a friend to whom i can spill out everything....

N so far...my best friend is hubby...which is also my hubby....= )

some other pics...

me n hubs during firework night...


another pic for the night...


me and friends on ice breaking nitez....

pictures of fireworks...

small little childrens lighting up colourful candles that brighten up the night...


At the beginning.....


Poof!!!and then...


jeebaboom~~


vanished into thin air...tadah!!!

THE END

25th September 07

25th September 07

Yesterday was almost filled with class..went to the computer lab to chat with my darling..wanted to post smtg on blog but u're worried cuz it's getting late...so have to leave...anyway,missed u lots...one of the class was kinda confusing...so many potentials n graphs lines...need to spend more time analyzing it...others was fun...went to the library b4 computer lab to find some books for referance...but..haha!!guess wat...the shelf is empty!!!my colleagues are reli hardworking huh?!i mean sure there are some pharmacy books available but the ones we need n others sort of...not on the shelf d...ugh..got to find my own info on the net now..anything will do...as long as it provides me some further understanding...

Today i'll have lecture from 10-11 then 12-1 on lab safety induction...then,1-1.30 pharmnotts activity where we sell yellow ribbons in collaboration with the yellow week to help out in the national cancer campaign(or smtg like that?!)hmz...will be on mobile in campus selling yellow ribbons!!!hm...this reminds me of an oldy song...tie a yellow ribbbon round the old oak tree...nice song...a song i learn when i was in MGS Ipoh during singing classes...

Oh tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree,

It's been 3 long years.....

If U still want me....

ahaksz!!!i guess the lyrics something like that...not that sure either...find it somemore in imeem(if they have it...)...worth listening...who says old song not hear-able?!

But, different ppl have different likings...can't blame tho...some are real boring!!hehe!!sometimes the light easy channel songs are...ugh...undesirable...erm..no offence!!!my view my view only!!!fly fm songs are nice...i tune into it most of the time...i mean all the time la...my hubby pulak always change to chinese song channels...hm....bleargh!!

Tomorrow there's also signing up for clubs and society...i planned d...wan sign up for CF and tennis club...sure one...others c first ler...= )

Hubby, u talk so sweet today....love u!!muz always be cheerful n cute k?!!sayang....

A Bright n Nice Sunday morning

Hmz..wake up early this Morning finding hubby by my side..love hugging him..he's like a very very cuddled up baby..kissed his cheeks n lips...we hugged...and rolled on the bed...holding tightly to each other...darling hubby,are you feeling me??!muaksz!!

Anyway,i love u!!!huggies~

What are gonna do later?hmz...continue hugging??hehe...

Whatever it is...i'll b here for you...muaksz!!

timetable for you hubby

Since week 1 have passed,we look forward to the weeks to come kayz?!

Week Holis
2 Tues end 12.30pm, Wed free , Thurs start 10am, Fri end 5pm
3 Mon end 4.00pm, Tues free , Wed start 10am , Fri end 12pm
4 Fri end 12.00pm, - , Mon start 10am
5 Fri end 12.00pm, - , Mon start 10am
6 Fri end 12.00pm, - , Mon start 10am
7 Wed end 4.00pm, Thurs free, Fri start 10am , Fri end 12pm, Mon 10am
8 Fri end 12pm, - , Mon start 10am
9 Fri end 12pm, - , Mon start 10am
10 Fri end 12pm, - , Mon start 10am
11 Fri end 12pm, - , Mon start 10am
12 Mon end 3pm, Tues free , Wed start 10am , Fri end 12pm



index:

1. --
2. Mon 17th Sept 07
3. Mon 1st Oct 07
4. 8th Oct 07
5. Mon 22nd Oct 07
6. Mon 29th Oct 07
7. Mon 5th Nov 07
8. Mon 12th Nov 07
9. Mon 19th Nov 07
10. Mon 26th Nov 07
11. Mon 3rd Dec 07
12. Mon 10th Dec 07

seasonal calendar

23rd September 2007

A picture of Rowee and Sweetie.. A picture of Hubby and Lao Po..

Not much..i mean not at all significant..compare of the kind of species we are...but surely we are as sweet as they are...muaksz!!to my one n only hubby...

Today was fun...We went for lunch at an "open lunch place"...forgot what's the term....ahaksz!!but hubby ate like..a lot a lot...cuz he's very hungry...he gobble n eat so fast..hehe!!such a cutie...he took things for me to eat...but i'm all stuffed...sushi...sausage...(but the food wasn't that nice!!)...except for the bi-hun with curry poured over it...nyam nyam~~

Then at night we went for a lantern festival celebration at hubby's cousie skul...there's the lion thingy...then childrens playing candle...then me n hubby took photos...haha!!also there's a firework show...sob sob..then i used hubby's camera to 'jiu geng'..then they start the fireworks..then he missed the beginning of it...then he "scolded" me...haha...anyway,the photos will upload later...or can visit my hubby's site for some views..hmz....

Oh Ya,we went to steven corner for dinner...a RM 6 mint lamb+cheese naan+plain naan+maggi goreng double+teh ice+ais kosong...RM 14 bucks...they sort of miscounted rite??!but who cares...we chaoz rite after that...haha!!!the meal was so so so nice...after such a long time din visit there d...hmz....

Okok...that's a summary of what happens today...adios amigos!!!huggies...

my song lyrics...so so meaningful...

If youre not the one then why does my soul feel glad today
If youre not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
Well make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms

If I dont need you then why am I crying on my bed
If I dont need you then why does your name resound in my head
If youre not for me then why does this distance maim my life
If youre not for me then why do I dream of you everynight

I dont know why youre so far away
But I know that this much is true
Well make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in youre the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms...

cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
cause I love you, whether its wrong or right
And though I cant be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that i can stay in your arms...

First time

Well...First time using this blogger thingy...kinda weird but think will get used to it soon...actually it's my darling hubby suggested to use this...so that we can spill out everything here..hehe!!anyway,wanna jot some things down here to test test this site...chaoz...