13th May 2008

hm..today im half happy half not..
going back ipoh today..can c daddy, mummy, ben n nie..but have to part with hubby...hmz..
but hubby promise d will every nite on9 to chat n talk to me..promise alrite?!!?
will be missing hubby lots n lots n lots..hm..muz take care ok?!remember to study hard while im not around..so i come back time we can play together ma..hehe!!
dun be notti k...lao po always sayang u, baby!!muaksz..
im soooo hungry now...quickly come fetch me ler...10.52am...hehe!!!

9th May 2008

owh, this is really a trip i would remember..first time to genting with hubs..i know u're afraid of heights but still u accompanied me to play this..love u lots..*when's the next round??*=)

3rd May 2008

Oh well, another Saturday afternoon..

But this time had to study as Monday's exam not an easy peasy one..PhysPharm..huh!!Cracking up my head to add another drive in so that i could remember more..probably i could include J drive, W drive, Y drive, S drive...LOL...

This really drives everyone crazy..oh well, who's not?exam...whoever is thrilled, i guess it must be...quite an honourable human being...phew!!

Had a friend, well, both guy and girl whom i know from high school...the guy broke up with her after 3 years of partnership because...nature call..haha!!i don't know who to side as both are really great friends of mine...the girl is quite close to me and helps me out whenever i need...the guy is a good listener...hm...well, the girl told me that everything is in God's hand...leave it to Him..didn't realize how tough she was and able to advice further...good job girl!!!= )

As for my darling hubby, he seems unhappy and in moody terms nowadays..i tried asking and playing around with him but...i know his smile was made up...not a genuine one..hurts me a lot to see him like this..he wanted to watch Iron Man yesterday so i accompanied him although i need to study for my exam which I'm really unprepared of..

Hm, a word of consolation...to myself..."Nothing would ever hurt me if I don't let it to"...yes yes yes...this is what i must do and think of now..gracias~

Ah..now I'm making myself gloomy...I can't be as i have to be the stronger one now...hopefully I'll get to crave back a genuine smile on him...

toodles..

29th Feb 2008

hm..exams round the corner and im only like 30% prepared..how to live such life man..hopefully i can get my hands and my brain gears goin like 200kmph...

din had a good sleep yesterday cuz..well..hm...all well ends well...just wondering that things would go on smoothly if we dont worry too much and not debate on it n etc..being together is a means of "to-be-happy" right?far away but still together is also the same thing..further or nearer gives the same risk of obstruction to a relationship isn't it?some times, things just doesn't make sense..

pak lah and his government...the recent election...why so much of a fuss happening now?whoever wins just accept and why debate their ability of whether they can rule it out or not?a government of 50++ years doesn't mean that it's ruling is the best and constant to us...a new party comes up and still could overtake a government which had 50++ years of experience..

it is not that they don't have the mind to think of it...it's just that they want the condition to be same as before so that they could get the best out of it..how?!?!bribe..rob...kill...murder...and the list never ending..i believe all of us have eyes and a clear mind to think of the case of the mongolian woman addressed as altantuya...najib's all over behind this and yet...everything covered...so minister commiting these kinda things are just let to go?man, may his ALLAH bless him in his future...what's with sticking up a keris and promising to fill it with the chineses blood?F*ck this man...what kind of a leader is this?!man...better step down and repent on ur sins...

hm...anywayz...gotta continue studying...so...that's my thought for today...and my baby worm is cuddling himself up in the couch...tsk tsk...sleeping~!peck him now and...adios!!!!

28 Feb 2008 BSB...

im im...argh...so so regreted i din went for the BSB concert...love them so much and i've been a faithful fan since...well...erm...standard 1?!?!?ah...why la u ppl selling tics hiding away?!?!i can''t even find any tics selling out there...oh man...damn heartache la..grr..become geram d now..bladi-ful...hmz..oh well,sorry for the coarseness..

tomolo have community visit to Mr KK Lee pharms in puchong..grrh..no mood to go now d..hehe!!!JK JK...muz go la..go c c get some feel...muz wear formal somemore..haha..like working woman..but im notb yet a woman la..tho not a teenager anymore...sighs...

darling is in class now while I...waiting for him la..today half the class went to visit the pharmacy ma..in monash now..hm...stomach grumbling d...haven't eat breakfast what...wat to do...anyway,u study hard k baby!!!love u...

ritez..tat's all for the day...still...i miss u a lot BSB....sob sob sob sob sob n sobs all the way...

4th Feb 08

hm, it's been quite some time since i last blogged. darling's in KL now while im in ipoh.but we still hold on together well..rite baby?!

my baby just bought a remote control car for RM230, which is the cheapest we can find..and not long, less than a week after that, he got a lucky prize of anothetr remote control car worth RM699..lucky ain't he?!haha...miss u hubby~!

well, my days now isn't that good nor jolly anymore. my failed paper keeps haunting me.wondering...sigh..have to work hard this semester or....well,whatever..couldn't bear the sight of thinking bout it..hm...

played tennis this morning after..a very long period of not sporting..haha!!!good exercise though..kinda tired now..goin to sleep~..tataz!