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Friday, 16 May 2008

16th May 2008

oh again..

sobs..i drop my bottle of hair oil and it shattered...AGAIN...2nd time..had some cuts on my fingers..ain't easy to pick up those hair oil back into another bottle..all oily and greasy..hm..tat's all actually..= )
Dear blog,
my gum ache for almost a week..so i decided to go to the dentist..there's this stubborn big ulcer between my gum n my molar tooth..put salt, put propolis, put oral aid..all to no cure...but the dentist cured it...but with a price...RM1.00..haha!!!gosh,what can i say..it was sure pain when she scrap off the pus..now there's this big, deep hole in my gum...just swallowed up antibiotics and painkiller so the pain is not that intense now..but guess what?i think i have a sorethroat..swt...~!

had to undergo surgery to remove both my molar tooth cuz, well, first, they do not play any roles in mastication..secondly, they're sure to give me MORE problems...as said by the dentist la...so, i made an appointment of my life to take the intriguing self-conscious surgery..pweh..27th May 08' the day..gosh..my face would look like a swollen tomato then..for 2-3 days i suppose..huh!!finish story...

Read thru Female magazine and was attracted by the nail art...kinda creative..gonna try it out myself later..my nails are totally horrible..need some beautification!!= )



hoho..yesterday guess what?!!?i decorated my phone..i saw this cute fishy sticker in Living Cabin and decided to pocket it for a price of RM 2.00...although the handwork wasn't..or not at all i can say...nice...but still i did it!!!woohoo!!but i think it looks nicer without it...but..but...i stick d..put so much effort in it...nvm la, bear with it for 1 month like that only take it off..plus it has some cute fishes and stars and bubbles in it...can play with my magic stone then..LOL..





before i came back ipoh, hubs sent me to the bus station..we had lunch together at Nando's..haha!!both of us thought that the meal was a bit pricy and not worth but i like that moment cuz we're eating together, hurrying together to meet the bus time..LOL..but it was an OK-OK meal tho..







hubby study hard alrite??!don't worry,i'll help do notes for you k?!sayang..gambateh!!lao po support u all the while!!!muaksz..plus u have a lucky charm with you rite?!?!


hubs, why nowadays i dun feel your love and care anymore?!i really have a bad feeling that there's this other gal whom u r treating and looking after well..which is why im ignored..right?!hm,how can i be so weak when it comes to u..this kinda stuff wont bother me but eventually, it changed..i admit i am more out-of-my-mind now..being jealous, being bossy, being..watever u named it...if you really have smtg to tell me,please tell me now alright?!please tell me the truth kay?please dun think twice of telling me later kayz?!for whatsoever reason, just tell me the truth...i dun feel your heart nor your love anymore..not even a little..it's like we're friends now..u know, as before when we're in uni..

hm..that's all that's in my mind for the moment..anything pops up later i'll drop by later...fairytooth mother,please save me from this dreadfulness..!!
love u darling hubby..

just thinking...should i tell others my name's yunn shyuan instead of josephine next time?!?LOL..
keeeeeep thinking...hm..

Tuesday, 13 May 2008

13th May 2008

hm..today im half happy half not..
going back ipoh today..can c daddy, mummy, ben n nie..but have to part with hubby...hmz..
but hubby promise d will every nite on9 to chat n talk to me..promise alrite?!!?
will be missing hubby lots n lots n lots..hm..muz take care ok?!remember to study hard while im not around..so i come back time we can play together ma..hehe!!
dun be notti k...lao po always sayang u, baby!!muaksz..
im soooo hungry now...quickly come fetch me ler...10.52am...hehe!!!

Friday, 9 May 2008

9th May 2008


owh, this is really a trip i would remember..first time to genting with hubs..i know u're afraid of heights but still u accompanied me to play this..love u lots..*when's the next round??*=)

Saturday, 3 May 2008

3rd May 2008

Oh well, another Saturday afternoon..

But this time had to study as Monday's exam not an easy peasy one..PhysPharm..huh!!Cracking up my head to add another drive in so that i could remember more..probably i could include J drive, W drive, Y drive, S drive...LOL...

This really drives everyone crazy..oh well, who's not?exam...whoever is thrilled, i guess it must be...quite an honourable human being...phew!!

Had a friend, well, both guy and girl whom i know from high school...the guy broke up with her after 3 years of partnership because...nature call..haha!!i don't know who to side as both are really great friends of mine...the girl is quite close to me and helps me out whenever i need...the guy is a good listener...hm...well, the girl told me that everything is in God's hand...leave it to Him..didn't realize how tough she was and able to advice further...good job girl!!!= )

As for my darling hubby, he seems unhappy and in moody terms nowadays..i tried asking and playing around with him but...i know his smile was made up...not a genuine one..hurts me a lot to see him like this..he wanted to watch Iron Man yesterday so i accompanied him although i need to study for my exam which I'm really unprepared of..

Hm, a word of consolation...to myself..."Nothing would ever hurt me if I don't let it to"...yes yes yes...this is what i must do and think of now..gracias~

Ah..now I'm making myself gloomy...I can't be as i have to be the stronger one now...hopefully I'll get to crave back a genuine smile on him...

toodles..

Saturday, 29 March 2008

29th Feb 2008

hm..exams round the corner and im only like 30% prepared..how to live such life man..hopefully i can get my hands and my brain gears goin like 200kmph...

din had a good sleep yesterday cuz..well..hm...all well ends well...just wondering that things would go on smoothly if we dont worry too much and not debate on it n etc..being together is a means of "to-be-happy" right?far away but still together is also the same thing..further or nearer gives the same risk of obstruction to a relationship isn't it?some times, things just doesn't make sense..

pak lah and his government...the recent election...why so much of a fuss happening now?whoever wins just accept and why debate their ability of whether they can rule it out or not?a government of 50++ years doesn't mean that it's ruling is the best and constant to us...a new party comes up and still could overtake a government which had 50++ years of experience..

it is not that they don't have the mind to think of it...it's just that they want the condition to be same as before so that they could get the best out of it..how?!?!bribe..rob...kill...murder...and the list never ending..i believe all of us have eyes and a clear mind to think of the case of the mongolian woman addressed as altantuya...najib's all over behind this and yet...everything covered...so minister commiting these kinda things are just let to go?man, may his ALLAH bless him in his future...what's with sticking up a keris and promising to fill it with the chineses blood?F*ck this man...what kind of a leader is this?!man...better step down and repent on ur sins...

hm...anywayz...gotta continue studying...so...that's my thought for today...and my baby worm is cuddling himself up in the couch...tsk tsk...sleeping~!peck him now and...adios!!!!