1.18am..fateful time of the day to start with..
I'm officially single and available..
Why?!
Cuz i broke up with my boyfriend and that's it..
Thursday, 29 May 2008
29th May 2008
Again from "The Little Book Of Moods"...
This time, well, is not exactly the word I wanna burst out..but it kind of inter-relate..anyhow, it's MISMATCHED..
Committing to another
Who is it in your family does the person you love resembles? How does it make you feel? Good or Nay?
Looking for the perfect "other" who will make you feel successful, beautiful and worthwhile? Big Mistake. So is marrying so you won't feel lonely or feeling that you can only enjoy with someone else- the marriage will have to carry the whole burden of your existence. And if you think the bad relationship you are in is better than none, ask yourself what you fear. Where did that lack of confidence come from?
Do you communicate well, stimulate each other mentally, have a similar sense of humor, and a shared vision for how you want to love your life?
Why do poeple stay in relationships that are clearly so wrong? Often they feel compelled to keep trying to gain the love and attention of someone- their mother or father- who wasn't able to give it to them when they were a child.
Needing someone desperately is not love. The more whole you are as a person, the less you'll need to control someone else, the less you'll strive to get others to give you what you want.
ONLY PEOPLE WITH A SOLID SENSE OF SELF ARE MATURE ENOUGH TO MERGE THEIR LIFE WITH SOMEONE ELSE AND NOT FEAR LOSING THEMSELVES.
Some really good quotes-
If you're looking for a lover, search for a friend..
(I wonder is it because you know each other well?!)
Never commit to a person you don't trust and can't respect..
(Well, this is pretty true..)
What matters most is not so much how he feels about you, but how he feels about himself..
(I don't quite get what does this mean..anyone?!)
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My day did not started out well..and God knows why..i need some fresh air, some cool air, some new air..
Practically i did ntg today except hm-ing and sigh-ing to myself..so pathetic huh?!even bruised myself..a LIL..
I really misses u a lot hubby..that is as if you even cared..oh well, i'm back to hm-ings again..OK..
tatazsk!!
This time, well, is not exactly the word I wanna burst out..but it kind of inter-relate..anyhow, it's MISMATCHED..
Committing to another
Who is it in your family does the person you love resembles? How does it make you feel? Good or Nay?
Looking for the perfect "other" who will make you feel successful, beautiful and worthwhile? Big Mistake. So is marrying so you won't feel lonely or feeling that you can only enjoy with someone else- the marriage will have to carry the whole burden of your existence. And if you think the bad relationship you are in is better than none, ask yourself what you fear. Where did that lack of confidence come from?
Do you communicate well, stimulate each other mentally, have a similar sense of humor, and a shared vision for how you want to love your life?
Why do poeple stay in relationships that are clearly so wrong? Often they feel compelled to keep trying to gain the love and attention of someone- their mother or father- who wasn't able to give it to them when they were a child.
Needing someone desperately is not love. The more whole you are as a person, the less you'll need to control someone else, the less you'll strive to get others to give you what you want.
ONLY PEOPLE WITH A SOLID SENSE OF SELF ARE MATURE ENOUGH TO MERGE THEIR LIFE WITH SOMEONE ELSE AND NOT FEAR LOSING THEMSELVES.
Some really good quotes-
If you're looking for a lover, search for a friend..
(I wonder is it because you know each other well?!)
Never commit to a person you don't trust and can't respect..
(Well, this is pretty true..)
What matters most is not so much how he feels about you, but how he feels about himself..
(I don't quite get what does this mean..anyone?!)
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My day did not started out well..and God knows why..i need some fresh air, some cool air, some new air..
Practically i did ntg today except hm-ing and sigh-ing to myself..so pathetic huh?!even bruised myself..a LIL..
I really misses u a lot hubby..that is as if you even cared..oh well, i'm back to hm-ings again..OK..
tatazsk!!
Wednesday, 28 May 2008
29th May 2008
Dearies..
What happened these few days? Seems like the boyfriend is taking it hard on me..i don't feel those lovey dovey, carey marey, huggy muggy feelings anymore..why?!
Exams?is it?!But WHY?Does that even affect you?i went for a movie with you although i have exam 2 days later..
Why u seems to have those feelings which i look through as incompatible to mine?
Is there true love in the air?
Are your promises said true and sincere?
Look forward to the end of the romantic stage of your relationship! Falling in love is feeling the delight we had when our mothers mirrored our every expression lovingly. Once you each stop seeing the other as the "missing" part of yourself and idealizing complete fusion, the saner you'll be. After the romantic stage comes the companionship stage, when the relationship itself becomes more important, and you recognize your lover as the flawed but worthy human being he is - and you recognize that of yourself, as well.
-taken from The Little Book Of Moods by Jane Eldershaw-
Things aren't goin well in any sense. Just hope that this Sat outing would gimme a break..
Darlings, work hard, study smart, love me more...tat's all i ask for...
Think differently in my sentence means that u're seeing it like a practise..while i, it's every moment take i wouldn't wanna miss being together with you..anyhow, let it pass..
toodles~!
What happened these few days? Seems like the boyfriend is taking it hard on me..i don't feel those lovey dovey, carey marey, huggy muggy feelings anymore..why?!
Exams?is it?!But WHY?Does that even affect you?i went for a movie with you although i have exam 2 days later..
Why u seems to have those feelings which i look through as incompatible to mine?
Is there true love in the air?
Are your promises said true and sincere?
Look forward to the end of the romantic stage of your relationship! Falling in love is feeling the delight we had when our mothers mirrored our every expression lovingly. Once you each stop seeing the other as the "missing" part of yourself and idealizing complete fusion, the saner you'll be. After the romantic stage comes the companionship stage, when the relationship itself becomes more important, and you recognize your lover as the flawed but worthy human being he is - and you recognize that of yourself, as well.
-taken from The Little Book Of Moods by Jane Eldershaw-
Things aren't goin well in any sense. Just hope that this Sat outing would gimme a break..
Darlings, work hard, study smart, love me more...tat's all i ask for...
Think differently in my sentence means that u're seeing it like a practise..while i, it's every moment take i wouldn't wanna miss being together with you..anyhow, let it pass..
toodles~!
Monday, 26 May 2008
26th May 2008
well, i guess most us malaysians do know who LAT is..(or do u not?!?)
the famous comic artist leh..ringing any bells here?
read the book and these are a few i quite like..oh well,especially miter-shu-ma-cher~!
Friday, 23 May 2008
24th May 2008
dear blog,
i just rebonded my hair yesterday and i think they did a really good job..well,the saloon was philippe sum..quite famous tho..smooth and silky..cut+treatment+rebonding all for RM155 only...not bad ait?!hehe..
Saturday, 17 May 2008
17th May 2008
hm,i think im frequent-ing my blog these few days..prolly cuz i reli have ntg to do at home...LOL..
well, pumping RM30 of petrol for 150km..isit worth or not?!i wonder...
Ntg actually happened today..n thus, i have ntg to write...crap crap crap...playing neopet is kinda fun..huh...
hm...why choose to let go just to ease ur suffer?!?there's is a "being together, forever"..but u choose to let it go...why don't give it a try?!why don't?!why?!think...thinking...thinking-ing...
grr...i really have ntg to write...-end-
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did this later of the day..sounds like..the food bolus going down the tummy..LOL~!
well, pumping RM30 of petrol for 150km..isit worth or not?!i wonder...
Ntg actually happened today..n thus, i have ntg to write...crap crap crap...playing neopet is kinda fun..huh...
hm...why choose to let go just to ease ur suffer?!?there's is a "being together, forever"..but u choose to let it go...why don't give it a try?!why don't?!why?!think...thinking...thinking-ing...
grr...i really have ntg to write...-end-
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did this later of the day..sounds like..the food bolus going down the tummy..LOL~!
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