11th September 2008

yo~!

Am in Singapore now..Globaltronic exhibition...ZZzzZZzz...lols..yea,trully ZZzZZzz..

Would be here till..tml or Sat..haha..reli miss the life here..more than M'sia..ugh..
bo pian bo pian..

Younger sister having her trial exams back in Ipoh..hopefully she did well and all..God Bless~!hugs..

Dunno would be doing what after this but..since there's internet provided here..haha!!so i tot,y not stop by n utilise it!?!hm hm hm...
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Yea,nearly finish utilising..after finish blogging would be off..so..misses home, mummy n nie~!

P/S: Hoho,guess what?!i opened a POSB account!!yay!!my first $500 inside..wooHoo!!

Dios..

9th September 2008

Lovelies~!

Woke up early today to fetch sis to school..then me and bro and mummy went for dim sum..haha!!!BUT...returning to the car after the hearty meal..tadah!!a piece of SAMAN shit..isk..can't blame..i din put the coupon..haha!!oh well oh well...&^*@($^&#^?!

After fetching mummy to work, went to Ipoh Swimming Club for squash..haha!!such a long time i've sweated that much..nice feeling tho!!

Anyways,after that made a few trips here and there before finally go home..watched show on the net..watch TV..had dinner..watch TV...and now online-ing...ZZzZZzz~!

yea yea...tat's all..viewing some real lame vids now..

Adios!!

8th September 2008

At last, i've got some serious thangs to splurt..

He just called..

Well,he called a few times la..but i din pick..bad karma i felt..but at last..i picked..got to face it wat no matter what..

So, conclusion..
He's back with her..well,she threaten and things and such la..He went to her hometown to meet her parents somemore..got some scoldings..oh well..

-Can you live with a person whom you know does not love you?-

Well,i don't think so in my case..

Luckily they did not even 'DO'..if got ah..wha..really no chance to turn head at all..tsk tsk..poor boy..She's holding so tightly till such extent..

Just let things develop as it is..Wishing them all the best tho..

Say fate brings it back..I would be all against it..no more 2nd time..never ever..= )

Yea,sometimes things don't go the way as we see it to be..so might as well we accept the truth and move on with life..hey hey..it could be a blessing in disguise~!!

BLESSING IN DISGUISE...

A ZA~!

BA XIA!!!

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Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to hold on!

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.

Find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, '...that's her.'

7th September 2008

Best friend Hui wasn't that happy yesterday while we msn-ed..seems that her Boy isn't caring for her that much..she rant it out to Him but he got angry..so they kinda argue like tat and she was sad and crying still while msn-ing me..so gave her some thoughts and..well,way to go girl!!!= )

I learned quite some lessons from previous, previous previous and 3x previous relationships..

First - was still immature..but i like that kinda feeling..not worrying bout anything..btw,my parents din know bout us till like we parted and a yr later..haha!!

--> Things are better in a way that we don't really put much effort into it and just let it be the way it is..no worrying bout how things would turn out and..life is just so sweet and simple and free..

Second - he was good but...no further comments..haha!!

--> People make wrong decisions sometimes..whether if it's should be done or not..so,just appreciate the people around ya like you never go thru the next day..

Third - i thought he was the one..but he proved me wrong..

--> Things sometimes just go wrong and sometimes people change..for whatsoever reason there can be..adultery?new love?stressed up?bored?..it get me started, thinking sometimes, things can't go back to the way it is before..should it be let go off better or hold on to it?

Yea,those things are to be pondered..but never let it burden you..ain't that sure how things would go on now..turning over a leaf would be ideal..

Haha!!as things are the way it is now..couldn't expect more..

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Ah ya, He sms-ed me this early morning bout 3 smtg..

The contents:-

She just slept..she committed suicide by cutting herself..I felt guilty..gonna help her get over..sorry for making me worry..will explain to you when there's chance..don't wanna irritate her..This is bad for you but no choice..She saw the chat log..etc etc..need to persuade and console her so patch back with her first..don't want hurt her..don't want hurt you..

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Things won't get any better this way..

Thinking back..wouldn't he thought i would do the same damn thing when he initiate the break up!?

She just called up and said would report to police that he raped her?!
Or did it really happen?!
Why else the worrying if it did not?!
HOLY SHIT...

I'm not trusting any of this anymore..unless a miracle bestowed..yeah,that's it..

HOLY SHIT once again..HMPH~...

7th September 2008

I don't know why i woke up extremely late today tho i slept not tat late yesterday..hmz..anyway..

Jerry was back in Ipoh for 5 days and went out with him for some lunch-es and movies..



Seems that he's addicted to watching movies now too!!

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He(not Jerry..) called me this morning announcing a good news to me..i was wondering what good news could he bring..n he spurt it out..it was..shocking..but yea..it was good news..

But She called up and threaten him with smtg..ohmygosh..how is all these stuff happening..what will happen?what will happen?..

Ever heard 'Once bitten twice shy'?

Hm..what a dilemma..can't take it for another round..no more failures pls..that was already the greatest..hmz..

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Some pics of me with my fav top which i bought from Hatyai..= )





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And me,myself and I..too syiok using my new 6500s camera..haha!!!






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Uhm,so far that's the update ler..

And oh yea,He's staying at She's place to settle her..and i wonder..

2nd September 2008

Wha, such a long time since i last touch this blogging stuff..

Well,many has happen throughout..these past few months..

I've found out many things..things should not be found out and things should be found out..

uhm..well..better left unsaid then..too much complication involved with too much conspiracy and..haiz..

But all in all..the holidays have been nice..a month in Singapore which is a working cum holiday experience where all things were..so so nice..


Met up with Qian Hwei, a friend who left high school then in Singapore and went out for some shopping outings with her..misses her much~!
Many thanks and gratefulness to my uncle and aunt too for accommodating me throughout the 1 month...reli enjoyed the whole stay there..

Then went down to KL for Hui's birthday and hang out with Dex for a week or so..celebrated Shen Yee's farewell since he's going over to China to further his studies..all the best ya..Gambateh!!!







Also went down to Malacca for the Summer Love Concert which was..nice but not too very nice with the crowd..hehe!!



Just came back from Hatyai with my mum for a 1 night tour over there..such a long time since i've last went there..things have changed and the weather is extremely hot!!!beh tahan..



hmz,tat's all in all a brief conclusion..ntg much ntg less..

adios~!