26th October 2007

hello my dear blog...

yesterday was really a bad day...i lost and spoiled my precious pictures and photo frame due to...oh well..my glass photo frame was shattered..F!?%^#*...so heartbreak...it's my first and the most beautiful one...sigh...photo frame..i just wanna tell u i love u very much...and im sorry..

sorry to u too darling...i was overboard yesterday nite...and this morning...let me share the burden with u k?!if there's any job which suit for weekend de,do tell me k?!i wanna work to share with u...dun make me feel bad...

thanks for the beautiful nail polish ya...apply d make me feel like superstar!!!shinning n glimmering****bling bling~!

i wasn't very happy these few days with the loan thingy and my lab practical...i...sigh...nvm nvm...over d...no point crying over split milk rite?!?!hubby dun scared feel lonely k?!lao po will be here with u de...hubby say got lao po can le rite?!so i'll b here de...muaksz!!!but hubby dun always get angry when i late reply le...sometimes might be my phone sot sot..then u scold me y never check ur phone de meh?!dunno i find u de meh?!?.....actually,i very busy in uni de...have to study...find lots of info...go comp lab check mail...cuz lecturer will inform anything to us thru mail de...tat's y...i know not as busy and tired as hubby...but study also tired de...same same de...but...sorry also ok?!?sayang back...hug hug...

hubby dun drink alcoholic drink d la...face so fast become red...like tanglung only...hehe!!2 sips ONLY ah...aiyoyo...i 3 bottles also 'mo nai nai' leh...kekekeke!!!

hubby, now we *pwooh*, count 1,2,3 then forget everything can ma?!?

i love u always n forever....

p/s: sob sob...leave me alone at home...hehe!!joking la...hubby happy means i happy also...muaksz!!!

je'taime..

oh, uncle lim passed away...sad news...he contributed so much and given us all a wonderful pleasure to spend our holis in his own build GENTING HIGHLAND...remembered my friends always teased me saying,"wha?!!going to ur second home again?!?!"...haha!!cuz last time i would go up genting most of the weekends...enjoyed the outdoor n indoor theme park...bumper car and corkscrew...hah...it's been now...3 years i guess...i've not went up there due to...STUDY la...wat else...but anyhow,thanks yea UNCLE LIM for my second home...= )
may u rest in peace and....we love ya!!!

22nd October 2007

hello bloggie...

miss u n my darling hubs very much....ah....today very tired d...class till 4...then went back dorm...clean room....5 went to meeting for tennis club....then...come library...n now in comp lab.....fweuh!!!wanna go back now d....so damn tired la...im sure my hubby is too cuz he work everyday also tired de...sayang u ok!?muaksz....love u forever....going back now ler....gonna receive my message soon d...

tata!!!

19th October 2007

whoa...today woke up at 12.21pm...kinda late...but it's all because i was sleeping soundly with my darling hubby...hehe!!ate our breakfast and guilinggao...nyam nyam...i love u hubby...hehe!!

darling's watching tvb drama forensic heroes...the latest one...gonna be aired on astro on demand de...hehe!!!gonna go watch with him now...

tata!!!

12th October 2007

It's now 2.22 am...just finished talking with hubby on the phone...y do we always need to quarrel on this kind of things....

Don't u know i like and love u being around me?!i don't have any friends who are close to heart and as i said b4, ur my best friend..and that's y when i'm back home with my family,i felt close...i'm happy there...and yet i will still spend some time with you whenever i could...i couldn't at times for one or another reason which i don't know whether or not u know...

Y didn't i mix around?!why i can't get close to anyone?because u r here...imagine if ur not here...last time in UCSI i would be mingling around with joyce and likim and canny n limin gang...in notts, i would be with tsi ngar group...without the weekend spending with u instead,i would be with them...but because of u..i din care those...even hui or carmen, how frequent u c i communicate with them?!not that i don't want...but if i'm with them...there wouldn't be anytime for u...and i din't want that...

u said on the phone what have i sacrificed for u...that i always accept and never give...i don't think like u...buying sushi and stuffs,i din c it as sacrifice....i just wan to give u a surprise and see u happy...walking to ur house...cuz we quarrel and i din wan to take bus and i needed to c u...i don't know what sacrifice is and for me,i just do whatever i can think of...to make u happy...

the UCSI matter was a great one to me...how it affect me...just gotta let go...even when we went there for the second time and met Mr Ikhwan, u still asked me don't send in my results..i wonder what will happen if i just ignored u that moment and send in...i would be in...and....well...

U said i lost my teenage life in my 2 years life in MRSM...and now,ur putting me into a situation as b4...and there goes my...adulthood?!u said i was naive...stupid...this and that...then how would this make a difference?!u want me to change from that...and when im in there...i would just be the same all round...

I asked my family to come back earlier or holis...to go KL to be with u...christmas once...and coming one...and ur birthday...remember,it might be easy for u to ask the same thing from ur parents...but we're all different....that's what make the difference....

And don't mention i'm controlled by my dad...sometimes he's irrational...that i know...but some of his actions was merely because...im his daughter...and all he wants is to protect me...i don't know how would u react as a dad next time...but i hope u'll be like my dad...as far as protection..

i told u daddy scolded me on the phone and asked me to break off with u...he said one thing i'll remember the rest of my life...next time u'll married off and what do i get back?!ur bro is now asking and wants to study oversea...
but he sacrified it for me...do u know my bro ask my dad to send me oversea study instead of him earlier on?!?

Hubby,i don't have friends to spill out everything on...and i'm not one to spill everything to someone either...i have more grief inside than u do...i remember everything...which i will not forget...or frankly saying i can't...

You're scared and afraid that u'll lose me...but i tell u,u won't..and this is not any quote or resemblance from ur past...don't reminisce those...no matter how similar it seems to be...cuz it's all in ur mind..

i lost a dear bro close to heart to me when i was very very small...a bro i told u b4...and everytime i think bout it..tears will roll down..i can still feel his connection with me...and i don't know how or why it is so...but whenever i thought bout him...i can feel him looking on me...his calm face...smile...if only he's here now...my bro...i lost...

hubby..i love u very much...missing u lots too...u must take good care of urself too k?i might be selfish as u said...but everyone did...u did...i did...we all did...all in all,i just wanna say...

Hold me tightly...but let your grip be a gentle one...

p/s: sorry that i din went to sleep after closing the phone...just want to write blog...and spill out everything...im not heartless...i have feelings...and each word u say now...other than those sweet missing and lovings...are just...still bearable...hm...nite...going to sleep now...

valley of sadness kindles,
residing in each either one of us,
buried deep within the heart,
as long as time unfold the memories fort.


remember where we are?!

8th October 2007(nite)

Ah,another day again...

Class by Mr Khoo(dubbed the most handsome lecturer by most of my classmates)...was...un-understandable...this was how it went....

he started off the class with Phase Equilibria...then the phase graph...he explained on and on for 40 minutes...all the while,no one understand...and keep on questioning him...and at last...we dun even know wat kinda graph is that....and Mr Khoo thought we learn it somemore in A-Level...in which we din..haha@!!

well,so our class went blur...and so did he...

anyway,that's wat happen in class...

i miss u hubby...muaksz!!
tired working ha...i help u massage...sek sek...sayang...love u...muaksz!!

8th October 2007

Ah...another monday morning again...hubs kissed me b4 he went to work..hug hug!!

have to attend classes again..till 4...oh gosh...getting sick of it ady...anyway,i missed u darling...very very much...

remember to rest enuf k..muaksz!!i'll be coming over this tues rite?!hehe...

and who says i don't blog?!!

thanks for the photo stickers moment...love it very much...was the most beautiful moment of my life...reli love them very much...u muz keep urs in safe hands too k...who knows someone might break in n steal our pics..~?!juz joking..hehe....

anyway,i love u dars...

7th October 2007

Oh Man...

I heard hubby n his mummy quarreling about something upstairs...dun feel good about it...hope u r ok hubby..i love u...

Why is it i always feel tat it's because of me..am i thinking too much?!oh gosh...im out of my mind..

i love u hubby...quick come downstairs...wanna hug u...

1st October 2007

Oh man,today was tired..dunno why...n i feel asleep in Dr Morris's class...cuz he's too boring...sienz!~n i forgot bout hubby messaging me...shoot...luckily mei kee n kar lai made some noise which woke me up...

Class was quite tough..which made all of us tired...= (